Another book

I have my eyes on Cecelia Ahern's novel this week.For a start, i have finished 'P.s I love you'. This book is superb , a story of a couple who have lived most of their life together but then separated for ever after the death of the husband.Throughout the story , i cant help but feeling depressed for Holly ,for her to go about the day without her husband and live only because of the monthly messages .My heart really went out for her.Everytime , she got the message i felt a lump in my throat just like her i guess and at times inevitably i felt my tears ran down my cheeks. I felt her sadness, her emptiness and her loneliness.Maybe i was just too emotional, too sentimental.

The one thing that i hate reading a love story is that i tend to feel sorry for myself after the whole story but that was before, i have learnt to handle it.What i really love about this novel was that there were lots of emotion in me that i didnt know , that i didnt understand before but Miss Ahern has put it in words for me.Eventhough the situation is very different but the feeling towards it are all the same.The feeling of loneliness that sometimes i wanted to run away from but other times i just value it. Another thing is the jealousy of seeing other people moving on happily with their life, with the perfect partner while me on the other side have none of it.It wasnt like i hate other people being happy , no , not at all but i wish i could have it just like them.
Just like Holly, there were time when i did not know what to live for or i was once had the feeling of no reason to wake up in the morning.That is why i got so into this novel , into to life of Holly because all those emotions have been so familiar to me.But at certain page of this novel, i found it amusing because of its humorous elements such as character of Leo the hairdresser and Ciara , Holly's sister.Eventhough i was a bit upset because Holly didnt find love with Daniel but the end of the story she moved on with a million of happy memories of Gerry, the love of her life.

I have another book of her -'If you could see now', lying on my table waiting to be read