Monday, June 1, 2009

Living my life

Last week i was posted at the oncology ward, another week of experience at that place.It was a good exposure because it very different from other wards but the same its also a bit depressing.

Again i cant help but feeling depress but this time i think i can handle it much better than previous one.

The good thing is that everytime i look at them , i cant stop thanking God that for good health He has blessed me.I believe that, so many time in our lives we tend to forget how lucky we are.

As i dealing with this sick people, it bring out the grateful feeling inside me to be able to help them ease their pain and to remind myself that there are people out there who are struggling with the health.

No doubt that every now and then, my heart always haunted with the pain and hurt because of my previous relationship that didnt work out.This thing is one of the biggest issue in my life but when i think deep and think hard about it again, its just nothing compared to what happen to the poeple who have lose their health and is about to lose their life in a matter of time.

Right now,just im living my life , i guess im happier now.There is always this ups and downs in everydays life that i have to deal with but that is just the reality.