Monday, June 1, 2009

Living my life

Last week i was posted at the oncology ward, another week of experience at that place.It was a good exposure because it very different from other wards but the same its also a bit depressing.

Again i cant help but feeling depress but this time i think i can handle it much better than previous one.

The good thing is that everytime i look at them , i cant stop thanking God that for good health He has blessed me.I believe that, so many time in our lives we tend to forget how lucky we are.

As i dealing with this sick people, it bring out the grateful feeling inside me to be able to help them ease their pain and to remind myself that there are people out there who are struggling with the health.

No doubt that every now and then, my heart always haunted with the pain and hurt because of my previous relationship that didnt work out.This thing is one of the biggest issue in my life but when i think deep and think hard about it again, its just nothing compared to what happen to the poeple who have lose their health and is about to lose their life in a matter of time.

Right now,just im living my life , i guess im happier now.There is always this ups and downs in everydays life that i have to deal with but that is just the reality.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

First of all so sorry if I show up here this late - 4 days after this blog was posted and you can also see there hasn't been any post from me for a week. I have 2 reasons: (1) Do you know that y360 is closing for sure on July 13, Shirley? That's why I've been running here & there to add my friends on the new Yahoo Profile. I use it not for blog but to connect only. Can you add me if you have one? The link is on my y360 page. (2) There are some new changes on Multiply as well. Not a new thing entirely but gave me enough headaches too. It's all done now.

Second of all, I think it's normal to have ups and downs and trust me - you might not like me when I'm down. LOL Just kidding! I know you are a very nice friend. So proud of you helping them who are sick. Even though I know it's your job but I am familiar with people working in the health field. I can see a difference between they who work with their heart out than they who were there because of being obliged. Way to go, Shirley!

HUGS!!!

Anonymous said...

O and my connection is still good during wee hours mostly so yes, that's why I'm here at 3am. LOL Hugs!